I had so many sex dreams this morning…one was so effin real. I was raping this guy so good and I could actually felt the ejaculation in my dream. But I think it has to do with the over loaded sexual energy I received from Jatzen, [Energy][Energy Healing] Crystal Chakra Balancing and Energy Healing session with Jatzen. Comet vision and the number 445. Thursday, July 24, 2014, and Justin, [Energy][Energy Healing] Crystal Chakra Balancing and Energy Healing session with Justin. Time for ascension, time for transcension. Friday, July 25, 2014.; so I believe I am releasing the excess sexual energy through dreams. May be I need to learn how to absorbed them better into the high chakras.
Anyway, I have been wondering if having that two amazing sexual sensation experiences all over my body while doing energy work on Justin and Jatzen has to do with my celibacy? State of Celibacy, fear of bisexuality, and an alternate interpretation of psychic reading by Mia. Saturday, July 19, 2014. I should do another session with someone else to see if it is repeated. I do believe that being celibate, including no masturbation, increases my power. I wonder if there is any real truth to it. And it if is true, am I supposed to be single for the rest of my life? However, the concept of spiritual sex, sex with my soul mate, does not deplete my sexual energy and could enhance or replenish, could be the answer. I wanna fuck and hear you scream.
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