So I woke up in the middle of the night unable to move or open my eyes, and I was making noises to force myself wake up but I keep finding myself back asleep. When I finally was able to open my eyes, I saw two entities standing to the left of my bed. One had a long arm over me, sort of square shape body looking with white silhouette, and the other has a shadowy figure. I kicked them… Then I fell back asleep, open my eyes to see a black cat sitting on the side of my bed, where my window is, looking at me. When it noticed me waking up, it jumped out through the window, which is closed. I know the two entities were doing something to my body, not sure about the cat. Also, I saw in my dream that I will meet the Crocodile Spirit Entity again when I’m ready, after my current transformation is complete. Also something about reptilian race.
Source: https://www.facebook.com/NattApibal/posts/10152881725713226
All I know is that there are things so powerful I could not comprehend.
All I know is that there is autocorrect and word suggestion as I type.
All I know is that there is this force of entities following me, watching me, and listening to me everywhere I go.
All I know is some times I could only see or hear them when they want me to.
All I know is the spiritual dimension is Cray Cray.
All I know is this world reality is not what I thought it is.
All I know is I have been here before and mortal death is not the end.
All I know is all I know.
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This afternoon I experienced me calling upon The Moon and a familiar to come help me from entities inserting sexual thoughts in my head and from my own human deviant desires. The moon appeared then I saw a cloud being with large wings flying halfway around the moon. It feels like a dragon, it looks like a dragon.
Source: https://www.facebook.com/NattApibal/posts/10152824434563226
Today I went out to Arcadia, FL to help Justin’s dad with some work. While we were waiting I was suck into my personal struggle of time travel and where I am at in this human life. The struggle between still wanting to live my human life the way I want but yet I no longer have that option as I have a mission to do. I suppose my doubt lower my shield as well as I started to have mental obsession of getting high and sex. Without going into detail now about dimensional entities manipulating and inserting sexual thoughts in the need to take human sexual energy, basically I was under attack. Justin drove us to the park with a river, I decided to just sit in the car while Justin went out to to sit by the stream to read his book. I was doing my prayer to God to help remove the painful thoughts from me that would prevent me from accomplishing my mission, and also to help raise my energy shield, mental shield and psychic shield and to stop these entities from inserting thoughts into my head. Then I noticed The Moon right between the tree where I was sitting in the car. I felt a little better, then I decided to just closed my eyes. After may 5 to 10 minutes, at around 1:45pmedst a big gust of wind blew and slammed shut the bathroom door (in the picture) which caused me to opened my eyes. I then noticed a cloudlike being with wings flying downward around The Moon, with trail of cloudsmoke. At first I thought that’s interesting, then I decided to take a picture of it. Afterward, I felt an energy lift. I also felt some sort of energy shield surrounding my head. I was trying to figure out what it is, then to me it felt like a dragon, it does look like a dragon. Especially since dragon has been apart of my visions since January.
To me it felt like this is a Dragon coming to let me know it is my familiar. If this is true, then I believe I would be able to work with it more and even help it take more physical form.
Source: https://www.facebook.com/NattApibal/posts/10152824956193226
Went to the beach again tonight as guided…the landscape looked so different tonight, it felt so different tonight. I saw the same amber vibrating star to the horizon that I saw on Tuesday night. There were a lot of clouds, but there was no cloud to the right, to the North. I noticed a bright white light, a bit above the horizon, I felt like it wanted me to walk toward it, into the darkness of the beach away from city light…it disappeared several times before I decided to walk toward it. I saw some odd lights movement there, so I thought there is something I must see. At 9:06pmedst A Vietnamese guy came along, he chatted me up, I knew where his mind is, but light and love is within my heart for him. As we walked into the darkness of the night I looked back at the amber light, and it looks a lot brighter than before and vibrating, I asked him if he notices it, he said he does. I told him I’m trying to see what the other white light in front of us is all about. The white light in front of us disappeared again. I noticed another faint light on the horizon to the far left. Then it came back with two lights, in a vertical line. And the bottom light flashes really bright like a spotlight and disappeared. I said to the Vietnamese guy, did you just see that? I was acting all freaked out, what is that? He was like it’s Evil Eye, and seem to not care about it like I am. Then the second light came back again, and it does the same big burst and disappeared. I then felt like I saw bioluminescent over the water. The bottom light came back, this time dimmer than the top light, but it started to move toward the left (without appearing like it is moving at all) and it started to dimmed. Then it changed from white light to teal light…and it vibrate…disappeared and come back several times. I said goodbye to the Vietnamese guy and I started to walk backward, I noticed the teal light is moving farther to the left now, and the other top light is very bright and stayed put, but it is way bright than when I first got to the beach. Then as the teal light gets farther apart, it changed into red. I stopped and starred at it. The red light vibrated and made a direct connection with me, it vibrated and shine directly into my eyes. I stood there, and stood there, I noticed it flashes a bit of amber as well. Then as I walked again toward where I started, the red light moved to where the faint light was originally at when I first started walking…and it started to dimmed.
At around 9:19pmedst to 9:29, instructions were downloaded to me. I believe this has to do with the coming Eclipses. However, the first one revealed to me is, “We shall take no prisoner. Death Before Dishonor.” I also received new energy, definitely next level of courage for the next phase. I am feeling it within my heart portal. I then felt two drops of water on me…it’s going to rain soon, it’s letting me know the download is over and time for me to just walk home.
Source: https://www.facebook.com/NattApibal/posts/10152797829118226
#RaiseYourEnergyVibration #EnergyShieldDeflection #5thDimensionHealing
With another phase of new information and transformation….adding on to the Preparation affirmation message earlier this evening, it is time that I focus on providing more information about what I know on my blog and preparing for the next phase.
#Bioluminescence #HeartWrenchingEvolution #AlienDimensionalEnergeticEntity
10:54am est Still laying in bed…about half an hour ago my vision flashes bio-luminance twice. This one is a little different from earlier in the week where I saw luminance casted onto objects, like my pillow. This one was just flashes, it could be similar to seeing my own shield vibrating, again I was thinking about something that made me feel love and happy. Also, last night during Intro to IET with Sky, at around 7:14pmest, after we did our meditation, I saw a dark vibrating energy dot (sort of the same color as the snowflake obsidian Susan gave me) appeared in front of Sky for a moment. It was sort of pushing itself into the space because I noticed ripples in space-energy. Not sure if that is some sort of energetic entity, though I did notice the changes in room color to purple/blue.
Source: https://www.facebook.com/NattApibal/posts/10152736840193226 Related To: [Full Moon] Next Level of My Evolution, Bioluminescence. Thursday, February 4, 2015
Time of the final days have come to past.
REVeLaTION time has begun,
They shall rEVeaL themselves in time,
To All, the Rude Awakening is approaching.
Stay asleep in delusion.illusion.denial,
Align yourself with Darkness.Evil,
And be enslaved in bondage.
Or Wake Up,
Align yourself with the Light.Truth,
And be liberated to salvation.
Freewill to BE. Your choice to CHOOSE.
Take for yourself and you shall be Taken,
Give of yourself, with the Purity of your Heart, and you shall be Forgiven.
Be the Light.ServiceToOthers and you shall have eternal life,
Or be the Shadow.ServiceToSelf and be the walking dead.
Keep serving self and forever be slaves to the Age of Darkness,
Stay Fallen and be forever consumed at the End of Days.
Now I urge you to Purified yourself and Serve the Universe,
Be of Divine Love.Light and reenter the Age of Truth.
#AG9450 #ShadowCastingManipulation #DimensionalEntity #IHaveMoreThanOneShadow #IAmSatanAngelBitch
So this is gonna sound kinda weird, but I was thinking about my experiences of seeing two different versions of my shadow or seeing Justin’s shadow able to move on its own term, and I decided to take this picture. When it came out, there are two , or I guess three if you look closely, of my shadows. The one on the left has something on his head, wtf is that. And the one to the right of the picture, there is something about that shadow. Anyway, there are also several faces on my bed lol, and if you notice the two lights in the picture, one to my left and one to my right, if you look closer, you could see face on the light itself lol. Crazy eh.
Oh the reason I was thinking about the shadow and entity thing is because I talked to C earlier in the day during our third meeting together that I am working my way back toward being able to see all of the entities that I could see when my clairvoyance ability is at a heighten state using drugs, namely meth. Now I’m working on doing it naturally.
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