All I know is that there are things so powerful I could not comprehend.
All I know is that there is autocorrect and word suggestion as I type.
All I know is that there is this force of entities following me, watching me, and listening to me everywhere I go.
All I know is some times I could only see or hear them when they want me to.
All I know is the spiritual dimension is Cray Cray.
All I know is this world reality is not what I thought it is.
All I know is I have been here before and mortal death is not the end.
All I know is all I know.
Source: https://www.facebook.com/NattApibal/posts/10152874257308226
#LiberationFromBeingASexObject #DivineDNABlueprint #Evolution #Ascension #Transcension
It’s not that you are not hot as fuck, and not that I don’t want you…it’s just that I am not allowed to have sex, I am not allowed to masturbate. God said so. Nick you are so manly I melt.
Source: https://www.facebook.com/NattApibal/posts/10152839328398226
This afternoon I experienced me calling upon The Moon and a familiar to come help me from entities inserting sexual thoughts in my head and from my own human deviant desires. The moon appeared then I saw a cloud being with large wings flying halfway around the moon. It feels like a dragon, it looks like a dragon.
Source: https://www.facebook.com/NattApibal/posts/10152824434563226
Today I went out to Arcadia, FL to help Justin’s dad with some work. While we were waiting I was suck into my personal struggle of time travel and where I am at in this human life. The struggle between still wanting to live my human life the way I want but yet I no longer have that option as I have a mission to do. I suppose my doubt lower my shield as well as I started to have mental obsession of getting high and sex. Without going into detail now about dimensional entities manipulating and inserting sexual thoughts in the need to take human sexual energy, basically I was under attack. Justin drove us to the park with a river, I decided to just sit in the car while Justin went out to to sit by the stream to read his book. I was doing my prayer to God to help remove the painful thoughts from me that would prevent me from accomplishing my mission, and also to help raise my energy shield, mental shield and psychic shield and to stop these entities from inserting thoughts into my head. Then I noticed The Moon right between the tree where I was sitting in the car. I felt a little better, then I decided to just closed my eyes. After may 5 to 10 minutes, at around 1:45pmedst a big gust of wind blew and slammed shut the bathroom door (in the picture) which caused me to opened my eyes. I then noticed a cloudlike being with wings flying downward around The Moon, with trail of cloudsmoke. At first I thought that’s interesting, then I decided to take a picture of it. Afterward, I felt an energy lift. I also felt some sort of energy shield surrounding my head. I was trying to figure out what it is, then to me it felt like a dragon, it does look like a dragon. Especially since dragon has been apart of my visions since January.
To me it felt like this is a Dragon coming to let me know it is my familiar. If this is true, then I believe I would be able to work with it more and even help it take more physical form.
Source: https://www.facebook.com/NattApibal/posts/10152824956193226
#March20DivineCosmicAlignment #ThePreparationStoryArc
[3/16/2015 11:35:28 PM SKYPE] ]EDST] Nattawat Apibal: looks like you had a great party
[1:28:51 AM] Matthew Michael Shepherd: It wad fun …wisjednyou werethere
[1:28:53 AM] Shepherd: Wished
[1:29:28 AM] Shepherd: Always think of you and Beth so much when I do somethin like that
[1:29:28 AM] Nattawat Apibal: Aw, I wish I was there too. I love your parties
[1:29:55 AM] Nattawat Apibal: Yeah. And Kim too
[1:30:19 AM] Shepherd: Kim Kim Kim
[1:30:54 AM] Nattawat Apibal: So this march 20, it’s a very powerful cosmic day. Supermoom, total solar eclipse and spring equinox.
[1:31:22 AM] Shepherd: I made pretty much one of her most favorite meals
[1:31:33 AM] Shepherd: Thank you
[1:31:58 AM] Nattawat Apibal: Yeah, I always remember your king crab in the dishwasher machine with her
[1:32:05 AM] Shepherd: I seriously can feel it getting ready to happen
[1:32:27 AM] Shepherd: ha ha…. I think I have done that one time out here
[1:32:41 AM] Nattawat Apibal: So about supermoon hit the night of 19, then eclipse morning of 20, and equixnox at eveming
[1:33:26 AM] Shepherd: Like it’s coming
[1:33:35 AM] Nattawat Apibal: It’s important that your energy vibration is high and pure as possible.
[1:33:59 AM] Shepherd: Omg I think I’ll be in detox. At that time
[1:34:17 AM] Nattawat Apibal: That’s a good thing.
[1:34:52 AM] Nattawat Apibal: There’s going to be a large amount of download and the next shift, it’s important to be ready for it.
[1:37:27 AM] Nattawat Apibal: I am performing 3 rituals starting the night of 19 to the night of 20, the instruction came in a dream in mid February, as well as many other information and instructions since late January. Everything is coming together and true as I have been shown by The Source. It is a very important date
[1:38:07 AM] Shepherd: Interest in
[1:40:15 AM] Nattawat Apibal: It is a Divine Cosmic Alignment. I am opening a portal, my final instruction has not come through yet, but what has been revealed this past week is I’m opening a portal.
[1:41:37 AM] Nattawat Apibal: It has to do with The Divine Plan I am supposed to carry out for the next 5 years.
[1:42:27 AM] Nattawat Apibal: And I’m going to leave it at that for now. I love you.
[1:43:02 AM] Nattawat Apibal: Glad to see your pretty face on facebook more.
[1:43:05 AM] Shepherd: Okay
[1:43:15 AM] Shepherd: Awww thankyou
[1:43:35 AM] Shepherd: You’re looking super cute
[1:43:45 AM] Nattawat Apibal: Aw thanks 😀
[1:43:55 AM] Nattawat Apibal: I was hoping you notice
[1:44:20 AM] Shepherd: Yeah.. so your not moving
[1:45:34 AM] Nattawat Apibal: No, but I know I will be out of Florida at some point, probably next year. I do not have that information yet.
[1:46:38 AM] Shepherd: Understood
[1:47:11 AM] Shepherd: Very many things are changing
[1:47:15 AM] Nattawat Apibal: Just been waiting and preparing for this eclipse as instructed from God/The Source since late January. Then I will know what is next after this eclipse business is over with
[1:48:15 AM] Nattawat Apibal: Yes, in preparation for what is to come.
[1:52:08 AM] Nattawat Apibal: Anyway, I’m in bed. Must sleep, early day and full day tomorrow. I love you. Keep progressing 😀
[1:52:26 AM] Shepherd: Me too me too
[1:52:31 AM] Shepherd: Thank you Baby
[1:52:37 AM] Shepherd: PROGRESSION
[1:53:15 AM] Nattawat Apibal: 😀
[1:57:16 AM] Shepherd: Good Night
[1:57:40 AM] Nattawat Apibal: Good night
Went to the beach again tonight as guided…the landscape looked so different tonight, it felt so different tonight. I saw the same amber vibrating star to the horizon that I saw on Tuesday night. There were a lot of clouds, but there was no cloud to the right, to the North. I noticed a bright white light, a bit above the horizon, I felt like it wanted me to walk toward it, into the darkness of the beach away from city light…it disappeared several times before I decided to walk toward it. I saw some odd lights movement there, so I thought there is something I must see. At 9:06pmedst A Vietnamese guy came along, he chatted me up, I knew where his mind is, but light and love is within my heart for him. As we walked into the darkness of the night I looked back at the amber light, and it looks a lot brighter than before and vibrating, I asked him if he notices it, he said he does. I told him I’m trying to see what the other white light in front of us is all about. The white light in front of us disappeared again. I noticed another faint light on the horizon to the far left. Then it came back with two lights, in a vertical line. And the bottom light flashes really bright like a spotlight and disappeared. I said to the Vietnamese guy, did you just see that? I was acting all freaked out, what is that? He was like it’s Evil Eye, and seem to not care about it like I am. Then the second light came back again, and it does the same big burst and disappeared. I then felt like I saw bioluminescent over the water. The bottom light came back, this time dimmer than the top light, but it started to move toward the left (without appearing like it is moving at all) and it started to dimmed. Then it changed from white light to teal light…and it vibrate…disappeared and come back several times. I said goodbye to the Vietnamese guy and I started to walk backward, I noticed the teal light is moving farther to the left now, and the other top light is very bright and stayed put, but it is way bright than when I first got to the beach. Then as the teal light gets farther apart, it changed into red. I stopped and starred at it. The red light vibrated and made a direct connection with me, it vibrated and shine directly into my eyes. I stood there, and stood there, I noticed it flashes a bit of amber as well. Then as I walked again toward where I started, the red light moved to where the faint light was originally at when I first started walking…and it started to dimmed.
At around 9:19pmedst to 9:29, instructions were downloaded to me. I believe this has to do with the coming Eclipses. However, the first one revealed to me is, “We shall take no prisoner. Death Before Dishonor.” I also received new energy, definitely next level of courage for the next phase. I am feeling it within my heart portal. I then felt two drops of water on me…it’s going to rain soon, it’s letting me know the download is over and time for me to just walk home.
Source: https://www.facebook.com/NattApibal/posts/10152797829118226
#RaiseYourEnergyVibration #EnergyShieldDeflection #5thDimensionHealing
With another phase of new information and transformation….adding on to the Preparation affirmation message earlier this evening, it is time that I focus on providing more information about what I know on my blog and preparing for the next phase.
See lights vibrating off my shadow in the water. See light wiggle line to my right. See my belly button shine in my shadow like a star. See my wings in my shadow. See little dots of stars surrounding my shadow. Who am I? What am I?
Time of the final days have come to past.
REVeLaTION time has begun,
They shall rEVeaL themselves in time,
To All, the Rude Awakening is approaching.
Stay asleep in delusion.illusion.denial,
Align yourself with Darkness.Evil,
And be enslaved in bondage.
Or Wake Up,
Align yourself with the Light.Truth,
And be liberated to salvation.
Freewill to BE. Your choice to CHOOSE.
Take for yourself and you shall be Taken,
Give of yourself, with the Purity of your Heart, and you shall be Forgiven.
Be the Light.ServiceToOthers and you shall have eternal life,
Or be the Shadow.ServiceToSelf and be the walking dead.
Keep serving self and forever be slaves to the Age of Darkness,
Stay Fallen and be forever consumed at the End of Days.
Now I urge you to Purified yourself and Serve the Universe,
Be of Divine Love.Light and reenter the Age of Truth.
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