[Vibration-Energy-Transcension-Healing Case Study][Video] Jatzen: Connecting her to the God’s Source for The Power of Synchronicity and being aware of her purpose. ActivationNumber: 8525358 Friday, December 19, 2014

Today was our 5th session together. Today I utilized Divine Blueprint Programming download, Mind Insertion, Intentional Energy Transfer and Emotion Removal.

From our beginning discussion, she was sharing about a situation where she felt transgressed, offended. The feeling that I picked up is basically feeling used, betrayed, a slapped in the face. She chose to stay within her energy level and elements and chose not to lower her energy vibration to that person. It goes to show good personal energy vibration level awareness, good assertiveness and a good sense of personal power, as well as good energy shield to not let that person steal her energy.

I asked her, “Do you believe the Universe will return you the energy, for what you have done?” She replied, “Yes I do believe that.” With an affirming yes, showing a good sense of faith and courage. Starting to see her purpose and accepting God’s grace of things being put into her life or taken away.

She is also showing a good sense of her sexual energy, and not using it to manipulate in social situation. She is also valuing her sexual energy much more and not willing to give it out just for a short-term (lower vibration) energy of self-esteem and love. She is also showing that she is using her sexual energy to express her love and life passion through words and passion for life by sharing good time with other people, and is able to receive it. Instead of looking for it through physical sexual interaction.

To me, she has healed tremendously from the four prior sessions, she is ready to spread her wings and become God’s Warrior.

From listening to her story, it is clear to me that the next thing she should know about is the value of time. I asked her, “What is time to you? In a personal sense, not spiritual or philosophical” She said to her it’s like a sphere and it just bounces back and forth, going so fast and erratic. This shows that she is not feeling in sync with time. This give me the clue to the energy session, I must help her accept and see her life mission and soul purpose better and to enjoy the journey. I asked her if there is anything else she wants to tell me, she said I want to be more organized. So I asked her, “What is organization to you?” She said, things have a place. She feels like her things doesn’t have a place or know its place. Like her cat would know not to be on the dining table. When she used the cat analogy, that was showing me that she already is aware just lacking the knowing. I told her it sounds to me she feels the lack of purpose in life, and we will work on more sense of personal life purpose and to be more aware of it.

On to energy, at the start of the energy session I told her to pray for guidance and to pray for more awareness. I felt something in my stomach when I placed my hand over her. I also felt pain from my left to the right temple when I placed my hand over her forehead, this has to do with her third eye. I was working around her head and did a Divine Blueprint Programming download of awareness of synchronicity and purpose. I also unplugged her from….and replugged her to the God’s Source, I felt a lot of energy within my body (it felt like God’s love energy) rising up from my mid section. When I replugged her to the God’s Source, she took a deep breath, like as if she had just came back to life. I then did a Mind Insertion for a courage to be aware and to open to God’s grace and love.

I infused, Intentional Energy Transfer, purpose energy at her feet, felt sexual energy from me going into her, or I was feeling her sexual energy being charged up.

I also performed another Mind Insertion by holding her left hand and placing my right hand on her mid dantian, to feel God’s love, to know and accept her purpose, to use her sexual energy productively to fulfil her purpose and to receive limitless love, happiness and joy. During this time, I felt a tremendous about of God’s love energy within me, surrounding my body, it was also shooting upward and downward to my sex center, I felt love, sexual and energetically pleasurable. When I felt it going down to the sex center, that was when I did a mind insertion for her to use her sexual energy to fulfil her purpose.

She reported seeing number 8, 5, 25, 35 and 8. To me this is the activation code from the awareness programming download and me connecting her to the God’s Source. She said she saw two shapes coming together and hugged. She also saw herself walking down a dirt road, with a dog in front of her, and she heard a woman voice asking her “Where are you going?” Jatzen said she replied, “I’m going to stay here.” and the woman asked her again, “Where are you going?” Jatzen said she should have paid attention to her. I told her yes, that is what synchronicity is all about.

“The dog has long been considered a liaison between the physical and non-physical dimensions.”
Source: http://www.whats-your-sign.com/dog-meaning-and-symbolism.html

She felt a pain in her uterus that went away, I connected that to when I felt something in my stomach. To me this probably has to do with the rebirth energy. But this one website said it is connected to the sacral chakra and it has to do with sexuality and the power of self-confidence, enthusiasm (passion) and courage. I think we either healed it or open it more up to the higher chakras here.

She also said she saw shiny green and yellow dancing and flying together. I believe this has to do with her Heart and Solar Plexus being connected and in alignment and dancing in harmony. Well the heart has to do with love, giving and receiving and Solar Plexus has to do with Personal Power (self-esteem, self-confidence, self-respect, empowered).

Great progression thus far. So by giving her purpose energy, it also seem to help fuel her personal power energy; which will work its way for her to express herself through the power of divine love and joy, which will allow her to receive it back per the Law of Attraction and Return. She was feeling some anxiety at the end regarding a major decision that she has not made, I help removed it and told her to have faith that she is taken care of.

Credit:
– http://mychakras.wordpress.com/2008/05/27/second-chakra-pelvic-chakra-svadhisthana-chakra/
– http://www.sobrietystones.com/resources/Colors/meaning_color_green.htm
– http://www.chakra-colors.com/Solar-Plexus-Chakra/

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[Vibration-Energy-Transcension-Healing Case Study] Jatzen: Learning to utilize Sexual Energy productively; to fuel passion, love and personal power. Friday, December 12, 2014

Today is our fourth session with Jatzen. I utilized Intentional Energy Transfer, Mind Insertion and Removal, as well as Divine Blueprint Programming Download in this session.

At first I was going to do an energy session before a discussion, but the Universe shown me today that it is better to have a discussion before hand so I know what to work on. And from my experience with giving my mom the intentional energy transfer session, [Energy Transfer][Mind.Emotion Insertion.Removal][Video Blog] Giving my mom Intentional Energy Transfer to neutralized emotional energy atmosphere, and what I have learned. Wednesday, December 10, 2014, it is also important to confirmed with the guided energy session afterward with verbal confirmation that the transferred as been received.

From our discussion prior to the energy session, it was shown that there are two things she is dealing with. Fear of not being in a relationship, not being wanted. She was also feeling agitated from rejection(fear), although it was hard for her to see and accept the feeling of rejection. She was holding on to that feeling, which causes agitation instead of letting it go, to allows it to flow through her and accept it as God’s grace and guidance.

I feel that from prior sessions, she has now healed her sexual energy and a sense of personal power, but because of past programming, she is still tying her sexual energy to sex, the receiving and giving. She is not utilizing her sexual energy productively, not utilizing it to fuel her passion and love. She is looking for it externally, instead of firing from within, giving it to other through God’s grace and love, and let the energy being returned back to her to keep her passion going. She is testing others to see if they would give the return, instead of giving it freely, be patience and have faith in the universe law of return.

At the start of the energy session, I asked her to pray for her to receive the energy of guidance and courage. During the energy session, I initiated Intentional Energy Transfer of love and passion energy from me to her, and from the source. When I went around her head, I could feel pain in her third eye area and her head, I did intentional mental insertion of being open to god’s guidance and faith and to remove her doubt and resistance. I then sit and hold her left hand with my left hand, and placed my right hand on her middle dantian to also initiated a transfer of knowledge of using sexual energy productively to fuel her passion, love and personal power. I also inserted the mental programming of sharing with others her sexual energy productively through love and passion, to be patient and trust in the return. I initiated another mental insertion of faith and be open to receiving guidance, to share her love and joy. I was feeling a lot of her sexual energy, as well as her anxiety, being located around her pelvic. I intentionally moved her energy upward to her passion and love center, and also inserted another programming of knowing how to do it herself. While I was moving her sexual energy up, she started to cough several times.

After the energy session, Jatzen reported of feeling headache in the beginning, like someone was squeezing her head and she also felt like her third eye and her left eye was being massaged. She also felt pain in her ears, all of which went away; this would be during the time I was placing my hands around her head. She felt starved for a bit, and smelled mash potatoes. She also felt like she couldn’t breath for awhile, went away and started coughing. Also felt itching in her ears again. She reported seeing a shape of a mouth. She saw a yellow/orange ball to the right side of her vision, then turned into spiral energy and get sucked into a ball vortex that has red/white/black, red as the outline. She believed she saw a tiger running, and a lion head. She also felt happy and not a care in the world after the session.

To summarize, Jatzen has a lot of sexual energy that she could use productively to be God’s warrior, to share her passion, love and joy to the world. She is on a journey to learn how to use it productively, and be patient with the return from the law of attraction. The fact that she is seeing orange and yellow being sucked into the red/white/black vortex, signify that the programming was downloaded and initiated, and her sexual energy is being connected to celestial love and faith. Black has to do with grounding, shatter illusions and restore reality, which would be tied to the removal of doubt and opening her third eye to the guidance from God, which makes sense why she felt it. Lion is the symbol of warrior, power, courage; while tiger has to do with power of passion, beauty and sensuality.

After the energy session, I shared with her my observation from our discussion before the energy session regarding her fears and not utilizing sexual energy productively. I shared with her that, it seems that we have healed her sexual energy, and now we are on the journey to help her understand her own personal power and sexual energy and to use it productively, and to share. To give is to receive, but it is to be shared through love and passion, and to give and receive through the power of words and expression, which tied back to why she cough. I believe she now has the energy of courage and power, with the energy program of how to utilize her sexual energy productively, and to share her passion and love with all that comes into her life. To be a God’s warrior and spread her light and love.

I did receive a lot of sexual energy from her at the end of the session, I could also feel that her passion is being lit up, and it also lit up mine. Also, she was more willing to listened to what I have to say after the energy session, and not before, which shows that she did receive the programming to have courage and be open to God’s guidance. I do feel my personal energy, the power of passion, is slightly lower due to the Intentional Energy Transfer; although I did feel elated for awhile.

Update 7:17pm est: I ended up feeling exhausted and having energy depletion again from Intentional Energy Transfer and passed out for about three hours, I woke up at exactly 7:17pm. I had some strange romance and sexual dream, it was basically me being a girl. I feel this is me picking up Jatzen’s fantasy, and I hope that her subconscious is at work to take her away from fantasy and into reality, which I believe is part of the black vortex she saw during the energy session. In one part of the dream I was playing a love game with some guy, but in the dream I was fighting hard not to play a game and to just be forth coming with how I feel and what I want, I was fighting against myself, I was playing out my fantasy and how I want him to act and react, instead of just be and be true to myself and what I see in front of me. In my dream I wanted this guy I found very attractive to keep chasing me while I pretend to not want him, even though it is obvious he wants to get to know me so bad romantically, and just want to have sex with me so bad right there, and it is obvious I want him too, but I keep playing a game of being naïve, which was me using a defense mechanism out of fear of being put on, which could stemmed from a previous trauma. I said things like, “What do you want?” and “You want to go out with me? You are joking right?”  I don’t remember the sex part of the dream.  And I get the fantasy, but it would only take away her sexual energy and personal power, unproductive and lost.

Prior Session:
1. [Energy][Energy Healing] Crystal Chakra Balancing and Energy Healing session with Jatzen. Comet vision and the number 445. Thursday, July 24, 2014
2. Life coaching and energy healing session with Jatzen, part 2. Wednesday, July 30, 2014
3. [Vibration-Energy-Transcension-Healing Case Study] Jatzen: Laziness does not exist, only a lack of passion. Reclaiming energy and personal power. Friday, December 5, 2014

Credit:
http://www.biblemeanings.info/Words/Colour/Crimson.htm
http://www.sobrietystones.com/resources/Colors/meaning_color_yellow_3.htm
http://www.sobrietystones.com/resources/Colors/meaning_color_orange_2.htm
http://old-earth.com/chapter-black.html
http://www.animal-symbols.com/lion-symbol.html
http://www.animal-symbols.com/tiger-symbol.html

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[Vibration-Energy-Transcension-Healing Case Study] Jatzen: Laziness does not exist, only a lack of passion. Reclaiming energy and personal power. Friday, December 5, 2014

Today I participated in another life-journey guided-discussion and energy healing for Jatzen, this would be our third session together.

The theme of the previous sessions that came up during the energy healing session was to reclaim her sexual energy and be assertive. We have seen a working result since those two sessions. She has become more assertive in voicing her feelings, what she wants, what she doesn’t want. She is also more intuned with what she truly wants for herself from relationships and beyond. While she is still on the journey of self-image healing, it does seem that she is able to protect and value her sexual energy better than before.
[Energy][Energy Healing] Crystal Chakra Balancing and Energy Healing session with Jatzen. Comet vision and the number 445. Thursday, July 24, 2014
Life coaching and energy healing session with Jatzen, part 2. Wednesday, July 30, 2014

This session revolves around feeling broken, lost, stuck, about the deeper issue of the heart and emotions from the past, and the current feeling of stalemate. Feeling a lack of direction and passion. She is still looking for a fix from the outside, instead of clearing her stalemate from within, but from listening to her it is cleared that she is already aware of that, only resisting the change out of fear. Stemming from not enough faith and trust in God’s love.

A lot of repressed anger and pain emotional energy in the solar plexus chakra, resulting in depression and perceived laziness. Laziness is merely a lack of passion, which stemmed from the staled emotional energy being repressed within. Again, going back to resisting change, resisting accepting her own personal power.

For the energy session itself, when I placed my hand on top of her torso, I felt a strong energy rose up to my head which made me feel slight dizziness; this seem to happen during my session with her before. I felt headache, toward the left of my temple, to me this mean she is overanalyzing, I noticed she had fallen asleep, which also mean she is dreaming (her subconciousness is at work). To note, she fell asleep within two minutes after I placed my hand on her, notifying me her subconciousness has work to do and to put together our discussion prior to the energy healing session, and possibly downloading new energy-programs. I then moved to her head and started intentional-energy-healing and mental-insertion-healing, I was infusing her with love, faith, personal power and freedom. Then I moved to her feet and repeat the process. I started feeling her emotional energy in her solar plexus moving and stuck within me, it needs to be release; the emotions I received is pain and anger, but I’d already felt that from her during our discussion. I repeated the intentional-energy-healing and mental-insertion-healing, this time focusing on guiding love and faith energy into her solar plexus to allow her to begin the healing process, for her to feel them, process them and let it go; to release the energy. This is the first time I actually use my hand to guide the energy out from her solar plexus, while also using the other hand to do the same thing to my solar plexus, since I was mirroring her energy. After awhile I started to feel the energy dissipated from within my solar plexus and lower heart area. I sealed her with love and protection energy at the end.

Her report: She felt sexual at first, then anxiety and fear. She said she saw two beams of light coming down, with energy light moving down, into a circle and moved back out. I told her this sounds like what I was doing to her while I was healing her solar plexus to help remove her repressed emotional energy, it matched what I was visualizing. She said then it turned into a Cobra, in a coiled position looking at her. She then see the cobra on top of a stair, the color of the cobra is yellow to her. After that she saw a heart shape rising up, then turned into a circle. She reported it being fuchsia color to her, but she kept hearing purple. She said toward the end she felt like she was floating, and her body was being rolled. She said she tried to hold onto the table, which I told her to not do that next time, to stop resisting, this is something she did last time as well. I told her when it happens again next time, she must let go and go with what’s happening. The spirit(energy) wants to show her how to have faith and trust, to let go and surrender, to have faith in the divine plan. I told her she is resisting change (back to the original theme of this session), and she was able to answered when I asked her,

Natt: And what is resisting change?
Jatzen: uhhh, I’m resisting my personal power.
Natt: Thank you! You are resisting your own personal power.

To summarize: The cobra symbolized change, transformation, and “Snake energy is the energy of wholeness, cosmic consciousness, and the ability to experience anything willingly and without resistance.” Yellow is the color of the solar plexus, and it has to do with personal power. The circle is an energy of completion, of cosmic consciousness, God; while the purple color is the color of purpose, and associated with the crown chakra. To me, she was receiving the healing energy, guides, and the energy-programming she needs for her journey to reclaim her energy, personal power, and passion.

TXT from Jatzen three hours after session @3:43pm est: I feel happy n peaceful

Jatzen Facebook Post 4:11pm est: Thank you Nattawat Apibal for great talk session n energy healing session.. Your gaze and comforting smile is forever part of me, on a journey to find my passion, like you said i am, so I can be truly happy 🙂
Natt: Aw, so sweet and beautiful. Thank you. Love you 🙂
Jatzen: Muah 🙂 you are my light 🙂
Natt: As you are mine 🙂

Credits: http://www.linsdomain.com/totems/pages/snake.htm
http://crystal-cure.com/purple.html
http://www.sobrietystones.com/resources/Colors/meaning_color_yellow_3.htm

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[Awakening Story Arc] WAKE UP. Friday, August 30, 2013 – 111,212,252,303,321,414, 456,717,757,808,848,909,939

ActivationCode: 543456
111,212,252,303,321,414, 456,717,757,808,848,909,939

A lot of changes have been happening to me this past year. I have decided to give my life, my body completely over to God to carry out mission as an instrument of the Light. It is still a constant struggle between what my spirit wants, and what my human condition ego wants. This past year has been the biggest training of my life from the Source, from the Light, from God, for me to have mastery of my ego, myself and my abilities.

I have experienced and seen things that are unexplainable by human logic. It is borderline supernatural; it is incomprehensible and can be scary.

One of my main functions that I’ve come to realized is as an energy reader and manipulator. I can now starting to see energy surrounding us. I also have some low key psychic abilities that are still developing. And the other ability I’ve noticed I could do, as my friend Xavier Garcia has put it, is the ability to see functions in all things, the underlining patterns and the functions of the system we are all apart of…it is also still developing. I can help people realize their ability and tap into it. I also know now that this is not the first time I’ve done this, this is not the first time I’ve lived this human life. I can remember memory from my previous incarnation, or cycle <Not sure which terminology to use>. I feel this is sort of like time travel, being sent back in time, but I don’t know what this experience really is. May be someone could explain this to me one day.

Other than that, I have just gotten out of NOVA recovery center, it is a rehab. It has allowed me to clear my past, realized who I really am, get connected closer to the Spirit, to the Light; and be trained to be a light worker…what I’m striving for is to be a light warrior. I have met many people who have supernatural abilities since I’ve started my rehab journey back in October 2012. The places I have been are a spiritual center, especially NOVA, training me and helping me to understand more about my supernatural experiences and abilities. I still believe this has to do with the 2012 activation the Mayan talk of. I guess it is kind of like becoming a Jedi, and more people are becoming awakened to their true Higher Self.

My plan is to start internet blogging about my life, and my experiences from my own perspectives and perceptions. I will work hard to be as real as possible, and leave my ego out of it as much as my fallible human condition would allow. I will also be starting to put up all of my journals I’ve been writing for the past year on my internet blog.

This will be all about sharing my life experiences and connecting with people.

I hope you will enjoy them.

Update:
Cancer New Moon, Tuesday, January 20, 2015. Moved the recorded video from vimeo to youtube and added activation code.

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