Today I participated in another life-journey guided-discussion and energy healing for Jatzen, this would be our third session together.
The theme of the previous sessions that came up during the energy healing session was to reclaim her sexual energy and be assertive. We have seen a working result since those two sessions. She has become more assertive in voicing her feelings, what she wants, what she doesn’t want. She is also more intuned with what she truly wants for herself from relationships and beyond. While she is still on the journey of self-image healing, it does seem that she is able to protect and value her sexual energy better than before.
[Energy][Energy Healing] Crystal Chakra Balancing and Energy Healing session with Jatzen. Comet vision and the number 445. Thursday, July 24, 2014
Life coaching and energy healing session with Jatzen, part 2. Wednesday, July 30, 2014
This session revolves around feeling broken, lost, stuck, about the deeper issue of the heart and emotions from the past, and the current feeling of stalemate. Feeling a lack of direction and passion. She is still looking for a fix from the outside, instead of clearing her stalemate from within, but from listening to her it is cleared that she is already aware of that, only resisting the change out of fear. Stemming from not enough faith and trust in God’s love.
A lot of repressed anger and pain emotional energy in the solar plexus chakra, resulting in depression and perceived laziness. Laziness is merely a lack of passion, which stemmed from the staled emotional energy being repressed within. Again, going back to resisting change, resisting accepting her own personal power.
For the energy session itself, when I placed my hand on top of her torso, I felt a strong energy rose up to my head which made me feel slight dizziness; this seem to happen during my session with her before. I felt headache, toward the left of my temple, to me this mean she is overanalyzing, I noticed she had fallen asleep, which also mean she is dreaming (her subconciousness is at work). To note, she fell asleep within two minutes after I placed my hand on her, notifying me her subconciousness has work to do and to put together our discussion prior to the energy healing session, and possibly downloading new energy-programs. I then moved to her head and started intentional-energy-healing and mental-insertion-healing, I was infusing her with love, faith, personal power and freedom. Then I moved to her feet and repeat the process. I started feeling her emotional energy in her solar plexus moving and stuck within me, it needs to be release; the emotions I received is pain and anger, but I’d already felt that from her during our discussion. I repeated the intentional-energy-healing and mental-insertion-healing, this time focusing on guiding love and faith energy into her solar plexus to allow her to begin the healing process, for her to feel them, process them and let it go; to release the energy. This is the first time I actually use my hand to guide the energy out from her solar plexus, while also using the other hand to do the same thing to my solar plexus, since I was mirroring her energy. After awhile I started to feel the energy dissipated from within my solar plexus and lower heart area. I sealed her with love and protection energy at the end.
Her report: She felt sexual at first, then anxiety and fear. She said she saw two beams of light coming down, with energy light moving down, into a circle and moved back out. I told her this sounds like what I was doing to her while I was healing her solar plexus to help remove her repressed emotional energy, it matched what I was visualizing. She said then it turned into a Cobra, in a coiled position looking at her. She then see the cobra on top of a stair, the color of the cobra is yellow to her. After that she saw a heart shape rising up, then turned into a circle. She reported it being fuchsia color to her, but she kept hearing purple. She said toward the end she felt like she was floating, and her body was being rolled. She said she tried to hold onto the table, which I told her to not do that next time, to stop resisting, this is something she did last time as well. I told her when it happens again next time, she must let go and go with what’s happening. The spirit(energy) wants to show her how to have faith and trust, to let go and surrender, to have faith in the divine plan. I told her she is resisting change (back to the original theme of this session), and she was able to answered when I asked her,
Natt: And what is resisting change?
Jatzen: uhhh, I’m resisting my personal power.
Natt: Thank you! You are resisting your own personal power.
To summarize: The cobra symbolized change, transformation, and “Snake energy is the energy of wholeness, cosmic consciousness, and the ability to experience anything willingly and without resistance.” Yellow is the color of the solar plexus, and it has to do with personal power. The circle is an energy of completion, of cosmic consciousness, God; while the purple color is the color of purpose, and associated with the crown chakra. To me, she was receiving the healing energy, guides, and the energy-programming she needs for her journey to reclaim her energy, personal power, and passion.
TXT from Jatzen three hours after session @3:43pm est: I feel happy n peaceful
Jatzen Facebook Post 4:11pm est: Thank you Nattawat Apibal for great talk session n energy healing session.. Your gaze and comforting smile is forever part of me, on a journey to find my passion, like you said i am, so I can be truly happy 🙂
Natt: Aw, so sweet and beautiful. Thank you. Love you 🙂
Jatzen: Muah 🙂 you are my light 🙂
Natt: As you are mine 🙂
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